Maybe part of my grounding?

August 18th, 2008

that’s awesome dude
55:24
got ambition
56:33
by the way….how did you learn to network?
56:43
like where did you learn it from
jason adams 12:57
when i was really young
57:29
like 4
57:33
my dad started showing me computers
57:49
I was so good at computers by the time i was 10 that I had established it as part of my identity
58:01
Given with the teenage years of rebellion and angst against authority
58:04
I got really into hacking
58:13
in hacking they had something they called “social engineering”
58:20
I really liked this aspect of it
58:32
because basically you were setting up people to give you the information you needed to get the things you wanted done
58:37
without having to hack or find a loophole around it
58:47
When I was a kid i always said I wanted to be a con artist
58:50
because I also used to do magic
58:55
kinda all those shady “arts”
58:56
were my thing
58:59
I learned to lock pick
59:01
all that kinds of shit
59:11
probably wanted to be a con artist because I saw a movie called “the saint” and the con was the hero
59:15
anyways got into it
59:21
used to trick people into give me passwords
59:25
pretend to be their bosses on the phone
59:26
shit like that
59:31
that taught me what was possible
59:45
then my dad got me the book “How to win friends and influence people” by dale carnegie
59:54
and that taught me most of all the power of the smile and people loving the sound of their own name
00:09
i felt like friends was a measure of my worth
00:13
so i got really into having lots and lots of friends
00:17
carried over to college
00:23
got out of hand when i started joining organizations too
00:26
2 fraternities
00:32
marketing group (lots of girls)
00:34
fashion
00:38
everything
00:42
just to meet people
00:44
then enter pickup
00:50
and learning about the basics of social communication
01:08
and how every smallest sign or every interaction or motion in a social instance is just a measure of value
01:10
are you giving
01:11
are you taking
01:12
etc
01:19
And then getting into networking as a hole
01:22
Thats where.

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What do I love?

May 15th, 2007

What do I love?

i really fucking love music.  I love when a piece of music just moves me.  When i feel a incredible force to close my eyes and just feel the emotions, feel the energy behind the music.  I love rocking out, just showing my love for life and everything in front of me.  I love having fun.  I love inspiring moments.  I hate to be squelched.  I dont want to fucking squelch my thoughts, fuck you.  I don’t care that your ego gets in the way of my statements, my musings, my theories.  I don’t care that your defensive, I don’t care that you have limiting beliefs, I don’t care that you don’t know your own potential, I don’t care that your uncomfortable, I don’t care that your afraid. This is life welcome to the fucking party. It is real, and it isnt changing.  I want to show you what its like to really let go, and show the fucking world how excited you are about whatever your doing.  Have you ever really felt that feeling that all those fucking cheesy quotes talk about?  Have you ever let go and just ROCKED OUT, have you ever let go and just DANCED, not for them, but for YOU.  This is your life.  Why the fuck are you worrying about what he’s thinking?  Why are you worried that she might think a certain way? THIS IS YOUR LIFE, NOT THEIRS.  You have just as much right to this world as every other person on this planet.  None of us own anything, we each our born with one insane POWER.  The power of FREE WILL.  You can DO ANYTHING that you want.  ANYTHING. 

What do I love?  I love life.  I love emotion.  I love joy.  I love perspective.  I love thinking. I love myself.  I love my thoughts. I love my friends. I love my enemies. I love the connections. I love that moment when you hold eye contact with a person and you FEEL something, you know that you both realized the moment.  I love those completely random times in your life, when all of these crazy things just clicked, and you realized that you were in a place and time unique to the world, doing things that will never happen again, that you are in SOMETHING SPECIAL.  I love when the bad turns to good.  I love to appreciate.  I love to look at only one side.  I love the warmth of the blanket on a cold day.  I love staying in on that cold day and just listenting to my music, musing about life, about its grandeur and its wonder.  I love that I love.  I love the soft feeling of a woman’s skin.  I love the down to earth and real look you get from a person.  I love those moments when all shields are dropped, when the people in front of you remove their masks, and you remove theirs.  When that deep and profound time comes, where you just let go of all of your worries, and just keep true to self.  I love EXCITEMENT.  I love PASSION.  I love SADNESS.  I love EXPERIENCE.

Do I just love?

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