Jason::Adams

Spent the day at school, got certified as a poker dealer. Then worked out hard. Im on a strict plan to lose 52 lbs by July. Theres no doubt I’ll do it. Was supposd to go to the comedy club with Brianna today but she wanted to go to Airconditioned, so I bailed on that the CC (seemed like she was gonna go to AC no matter what anyways). Aircondition was interesting, I started to feel the music when Sergio got on, but otherwise I wasnt feelin the club. Did the usual bounce into conciousness, started getting into the music, closed the eyes, and just drifted on through the tunes. Brianna’s crazyness perplexed my mind as usual. I also made it through the night with only drinking one drink, Crazy huh? Im on a mission to stop drinking, not for any particular reason, well one its not good for you, two im screwing with my life. Sometimes I decide to change things in my life just to reaffirm myself that I have control over everything I want to do. Im guessing if I was drunk I would have had a better time out, but why? Or maybe it would have made it worse, i think thats likely too! Drunkeness intensifies all kinds of stuff. This is a horrible blog, Im just ranting!

Courage or stupidity? FAKE

Brave, Confident, Faux, Mask, Truth, Release, Passion, Beauty, Gloss, Free, Lips, Held, Magic, Intoxicating, Pressure, Irrational, Emotional, Judgement.

Currently Listening to: Acceptance - Phantoms - Track 8